Star Genocide

“Not everyone can make shocking art, it takes a certain kind of character.”~Andres Serranno

The Seattle Erotic Art show is coming up and I have decided to take a risk, and enter. [Photos to come of my finished work] For the competition I’ve decided on two main pieces. But the one that has been hardest to accomplish was the second. I’m doing a two foot tall drawing of a man masturbating. But it’s just going to a straight forward shot of his penis. No face just the money. And it was unbelievably hard to find a model! My roommate wouldn’t let her boyfriend do it. And my ex-boyfriend backed out because he was just too weirded out by the idea of it. So who should decide to volunteer, but the hot guy how works at our warehouse. The guy who I’d like to see naked in an entirely different context. 

It was by far the weirdest thing I’ve done thus far in my 20 years. And I think one of the reasons is because I am soo attracted to this guy it was strange to see him this way when I barely knew him. And besides when I usually see a man penis I’m not trying to find lighting angles and staring, openly at it. I knew he was nervous too. It showed in the quality of his erection too. Which I think he became more and more embarrassed of. But all in all I’m beyond excited to finish this project, and more appreciative that I don’t have a penis. Because may not always be 100% ready to go, but nobody can see the difference.

And no not because I’m single. Frankly I don’t need one more person in my life to disapoint me. I woke up sick, had to work on one of our busiest days. And all the cupcakes I made for other people ended up ruined. So I made the mature decision and deciede to drink a whole bottle of champagne and clean my room. Yeah I’m sooo mature. This was my mandatory Valentines day post ….so whatever.